I just need someone that will change my opinion.
You deserve it.
If you’re gonna put yourself through the same constant bullshit, you deserve to be miserable. You have a million and one ways to be happy. But, if you’re gonna sit there and continue to choose what makes you depressed, you deserve it. Choose what failed you the last time.
I try my best to make you smile all the time. And I’m not even trying to hit on you or flirt with you. I just wanted the satisfaction of making you smile. No, though. Go ahead, then, and be depressed.
I honestly looked at you and thought to myself, “wow, you’re amazing, you deserve to be happy.” I can’t think that for you anymore if you keep picking poison.
Sometimes I think things.
Then I realize that I was completely wrong.
Why do I think I’m cut out for certain things?
Especially when I know, underneath it all, that is not my lifestyle.
Getting a taste of your own medicine is weird, isn’t it?
I guess I deserve this. I’ll just brush it off like always.
